caRLdeNa rULEz

kLAkanYE bILE kiTE kate oranG lUPE kat kiTE — sebenarnYE kiTE tak seDA yaNG kiTE aje yanG baru nak teriNGat kat oranG —

kadanG2 teRAse rinDU pade oranG yanG LAme kITE tak juMPe tapi kiTE tak taU yanG mereKA LebiH laME rindu kat kiTE dan sentiAse iNGat kat kiTE —

kLAkanYE kiTE hanYA mampU kaTE kiTE riNDu tapI tak pErnaH beruSeHE nak berjumPE ataU sekurangkuranGNYE bertanYE khaBA oranG yanG duLU samEsaME dengan kiTE jatUH menanGIs sediH gembIRe ketawa suKE duKE –

sedIHnYE kiTE biLE terkenanGkan perpISahaN sedanGkan kiTE LUpe — perPisaHAn itU adaLah uKUraN betaPA utuhNYA ukhUWaH yanG terbINa–

kesiAn kat kITE sebab terase diri makIN diLupeKAn taPI sebenarnYE kITE tetaP hiduP dalaM jiwa MEreKA- taK kIRA maNE mereKa pergI — sedalaM Lautan maNE poN — seLUAs LangiT biru poN –  setiNGgI pUNcaK aPE poN — KITE tetaP dalaM inGAtan — keraNA ikataN itu — takkaN pernah puTUS –
taKKAn pernAh pudaR — taKKan pernaH hiLAng — kerAna — walau apePOn yang terJAdI –

KITE ADALAH MEREKA — =] kIte teLAh hIDup dalaM maSe lalu mereKA — dan kiTE masiH hiduP dan akaN teruS hIDup dalaM memORi mereKa — seLama maNa yang dikehendaki-NYA –

to aLL ma freNZ —

it’s noT daT i’ve forgoTTeN  UR biG dayS — or eVEn rinG u with a caLL — or sENd u jUz a simPLe messaGE –  meaNs i’ve forgotteN U

NO matter hOW far I gO — how LOng it taKEs — knOW wuT — I chErisHEd all tHE moMEnts we’VE spenT togetHEr — uniTEEnz froM the YEar 99 to 2005 — all the harD tiMEs — all the joY — n surpRIsEs —

n i’d lIKE u to knOw — I wiLL alwaYS rememBEr thOSe greAT tiMEs — nOW — n foReveR I wILL !

heHH —

urHh

i woNDer n wonder n kEep wonderiNg — wuTS beeN botheriNG me LateLy — n reCentLY i begaN to thinK n lOok bacK — wheRe waS I n wuT I am for the PAst few yeaRS - i begaN to miSs those goOd oLd daYs wHEn I waS in priMArY schOoL - eVErythiNG waS PERFECT - nOt anY singLe sadNEsS or madNEsS - friEndS - famiLy - teacHErS - neighbouRs - n nOW — whERe aRe thoSe peoPLe ? ma LIfe had totaLLy chanGEd — I’m nO moRe MAsirAh whoM I wAs seVEn years bacK — I’m nO moRe a LI’l giRL playinG arouNd the neighbourhOod - I’m nO moRe a smarT Li’l studeNT whicH the teacHErs Were proUd wIF - I’m no moRe a gOOd friENd LIke i uSed to Be befORe– I thinK I’m beiNG seLfisH theSe past feW  yearS — i thinK LivinG far froM hoME - in a boardiNg schOoL — had maDe mE a dIFfeREnt persON — harD to understAnd - with mucH sensitivitY -  urHhh —

GOD - sometiMEs i think i haVE nO oNE - n sometiMEs i forgOT that I haVe YOU - YOU were therE aLL aloNG - YOU gaVE me LIGHT but I was tOo blinD to See - coZ thIS piecE of HEart r nothiNG but darKNEsS -

GOD - theRe are tiMEs that I regrettEd wheN I leavE YOU behiND - I asKEd fOR YOUR forgiVenEss - I criEd aLL nite lONg — but aftEr sometiMEs — I teND to forgOT boUT iT — n keeP doiNG the saME mistaKEs — agaIN n agaIN

I am truLY soRRY GOD -

I am SORRY

I am SORRY

I AM SORRY

plIZ forgive mE GOD

I juz hoPE that YOU can give ME someoNE that caN guIDe me thrU this journeY of LIFE - someoNE thaT caN briNG Me joY n haPpiNEsS - somEonE that caN keEp me on the rigHT tracK — someoNe to comforT mE duriNG ma harD tiMEs - someoNe that neVEr desIRe anythinG MOST otHEr thaN YOUR LOVE - YOUR BLESS - n YOUR FORGIVENESS–

Aamiin

MA nEverENdiNG LOve tO thiS cutE n cuDdLy Li’L babY

mUHaMmaD iRfaN bIN amIr aMRaN =]

uhUh — salaM ukHUwwAh for All — heheY — actuaLLy hOW doEs thIS thinG woRks eyH~ stiLL cant figure it ouT — macaM buta IT lak raSe – nwaY — juZ for the beginninG –I aint goNNa wriTE mucH — jUZ a simPLe thougHT– and I’d sureLY wriTE it iN maLay — [BahaSa jiwA banGSa .. heHEHeh]

…::: AllaH taK jadIkAn hIduP taNpA duGaAn — taPI DIA janJikaN keTEnaNGan dalaM setIAP ketaBahaN dan kEredhAan (^_^) :::…